Well, I have decided to go to my 20th high school reunion. I am looking forward to it, I even got my hair done. Actually I was in desperate need of a hair cut. I was close to looking like a rag-a-muffin. And I can't go back to Club Mid, aka Middletown, looking like a rag-a-muffin.
I am a little bummed that a few people aren't going to the reunion, actually just 2 in particular. Those are the 2 people who were the closest to me back then and because of something stupid and lack of maturity, we are no longer friends. I suppose at that age, immaturity comes with the territory. It also doesn't help that I was pretty sensitive and would on more than one occasion hold a grudge...for a long time, like months. While I am still sensitive, I have learned not to hold a grudge for long...after a few days I am good.
If they were going to be there, I would apologize for my part in the nonsense. I don't expect to be friends with them again. Too much time has past for that but I think I could feel better about everything especially when I look back in my mind on all the crazy fun times we had and not feel just a little sad. But I guess that will now have to wait until the next reunion.